男巫的埋骨地

许久不来更新，我已没多少心灵之事可埋葬了。

就这样一点一点麻木了，忘记了。

并会继续这样生活着，悲哀着。

忘记过去吧，饶了自己吧。

祝福的话，该怎么说，该对谁说。

走吧走吧。

心中不再有火花。

 

再过一会儿，奔奔就要被送走了，很舍不得。

半年前奔奔来到了我家。

唉。

以后再编辑吧，心里乱

1、没想到要学我父亲的专业，没子承父业

2、没去学医

3、随便选了个专业还没考上

4、高估了二志愿专业没复读

5、对专业失望，对老师抵触

6、玩了唯一一款网游

 

Of all the things

I've believed in
I just want to
Get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days
That pass me by
I've been searching
Deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing
Are starting to get old
It feels like
I'm starting all over again
The last three years
Were just pretend
And I said

"Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything
I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to"

I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems that
I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and
You chase my thoughts away

To a place where
I am blinded by the light
But it's not right

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything
I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to

And it hurts to want everything
And nothing at the same time
I want what's yours
And I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything
I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to
The one thing that
I tried to hold on to

And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You're my shooting star

好听！

教我怎么能不难过
你劝我灭了心中的火
我还能够怎么说怎么说都是错
你对我说离开就会解脱
试着自己去生活试着找寻自我
别再为爱蹉跎
何必为爱蹉跎

只是爱要怎么说出口
爱要怎么说出口
我的心里好难受
如果能将你拥有我会忍住不让眼泪流
第一次握你的手指间传来你的温柔
每一次深情眼光的背后
谁知道会有多少愁多少愁

教我怎么能不难过
你劝我灭了心中的火
我还能怎么做怎么做都是错
如果要我把心对你解剖
只要改变这结果
我会说我愿意做我受够了寂寞

 

偶然听到，被歌词和赵传的声音深深感动了